I Won't Be Around Here For Too Very Long

Me: I love you so much, Id never do anything that you didnt want me to
Them: i love you too, and theres not much i wouldnt want you to do
Them: but i'd be like totally heartbroken if you cheated on me. but i dont think you would ever do that.
Them: i wouldnt love you any less. but i'd be crying 24/7 for the rest of my life.
Me: thats something I never want to do. But you see my problem right? I suck at resisting. But I swear Id want to kill myself if I cheated on you.
Me: I wouldnt be able to stand myself, and I'd hate what you might think of me, even if you didnt say it
Me: so i dont think Id have the guts to do it

You Ask Me What It Feels Like...I Say That I Don't Know Better

Why do I always end up attracted to the self-destructive types? It's a pattern I know I should break but not just yet...I want to have my story.

I'm Not Selling Cheap

"We go to art to learn the unlearnable, experience the / unexperienceable."

-Dean Young

...And The Sky Is Deeper Than A Dream

"Make up your minds that happiness depends on being free, and freedom depends on being courageous."

-Pericles