12.07.2006

Letting Me Be Myself

Sometimes, giving up seems worth it.

11.15.2006

Last Night In the Parking Lot

1. I have to get things right this time.

2. I will be going nowhere fast.

3. Are you trying to make this difficult?

4. I guess I'm lacking that vibrance you seek.

5. I just can't handle it.

6. Please, make me brave.

7. Use your fucking brain.

8. I need this more than anything.

10.20.2006

They Carted Me Off

I wish too much sometimes.

10.09.2006

...And The Worms Ate Into His Brain

"I, the miserable and the abandoned, am an abortion, to be spurned at, and kicked, and trampled on."

-The monster, Frankenstein by Mary Shelley

10.04.2006

Close Your Brown Eyes And Lay Down Next To Me

1. Why do best friends always mean well but do annoying things?

2. I can't let this get the best of me.

3. How do you make a beautiful person (who doesn't know how beautiful they are) realize you exist?

4. Drastic action is so NOT my style.

5. What's the worst that could happen?

6. Besides, you know, all my hopes and dreams being crushed.

7. Hopes and dreams I barely have.

8. Can I take any more heartbreak (in any way shape or form)?

9. I can't be sure of anything anymore.

10. Uncertainty is a paralyzing venom.

9.18.2006

I’m Sorry I Was Bringing You Down

It's funny how you can think you're happy

and then you remember something you wanted to forget

and the thing that made you happy no longer matters anymore.

9.09.2006

Sweat Turns To Cold

Is it possible for something to be so good it makes you nauseous?

9.06.2006

I'm Still Restless

Someday

I'll have an interesting life

And you'll want to read this.




Who knows? Maybe you'll have to pay.

Never Coming Home

1. I've got to get out of this place.

2. Kiss to kill- now there's a thought!

3. I've contemplated the merits of dirty jpegs sent via email. I also contemplated the wonders of mass email forwarding.

4. I don't understand my fellow women, nevermind men.

5. "Ever get the feeling that you're never all alone?"

6. Bless mutual friends, they let you vent and simply agree.

7. Shut up brain- its not her!

8. Then who?

9. Hello, tomorrow.

10. I hate odd numbers.

8.29.2006

First Entry

1. I am incredibly lonely.

2. "All we have at the end of the game, is the lonely road out."

3. Try not to be so jaded.

4. "Signs that caution: sixteen's unsafe."

5. When I first read The Catcher In The Rye, I thought, "He's exactly right." Then i had English class, where they taught me that he had it all wrong.

6. Why am I so fickle?

7. "Congratulations to you both, I hope somewhere you're happy."

8. Who invented the lie?

9. I love you.

10. "If there's a moral to this story then I wish you'd show me."